wow.

i have been sooo happy this year
and so hyperr

i wanted to like smack myself just now

i had like 3postss dedicated to the love of my blackberry
which i no longer have since i got the dare

[[blackberry was too expensive]]
so yeah

wowowowwowow


:p

Okay so its the New Year in a few hours

and im gonna take this time to look back and read everything
that i have written so far.

and then when im done.
i am going to write down everything i want for this year.

are you ready?
am i ready?

Here, have a fortune cookie...

why is it that you have to
break it
rip it open
tear it apart

just to get to the good fortune thats supposedly lying inside?

do we really need to destroy everything
to find out what we really want?

Dont stop believingggggggg

lolol
so i heard that song 4 times
[[really four times. no lie. no exaggeration.]]
while i drove home from PA yesterday

it was ridiculous
and it was always at the same part too
right before the 2nd verse


it was hilarious
but fun to sing along with


sooooo yeah.

i find it hilarious that everytime i go on some crazzy roadtrip
i hear that song.

hahahha
i guess i shouldnt stop believing.

and maybe.
just maybe....
i wont be wrong about you.

Merry Christmas!

Iloveyou.

I was wrong

Chances are
I was totally and completely

Right about my predictions

And totally and completely

Wrong about you...


And knowing that...hurts me so much.




Above all
I've been having a horrible day
I was out for two days so I'm lost in my calculus class
Gym sucks
Stupid test in english
Shitload of notes and projects for history
And we got to talk about autism today in psych

Also...my car wouldn't start for like 20minutes just now
So I was stuck in the parking lot....

:(
My heart hurts...

"Fair is Foul and Foul is Fair"

So I'm an understudy in the musical this year
Not bad
And I actually don't mind that I'm understudying to a junior
She's pretty chill so it really doesn't matter

Run thru today :)
I'm excited

Oh!
And we're starting to read Macbeth in english :D
I'm soooo excited about that!!
I get to read as Lady Macbeth
I can't waittt!!!!

Yayyyyy!!!
:p

Oh and Nat'l Hug a Filipino Day!!
:)

(>'-')>hugsarefun<('-'<)

Its 11:11 and im making a wish

I can see history begin to repeat
And I hope to God that it does not

In different aspects of life

Deja vu filled the air last night and I hope it doesn't

But mostly
I hope I'm not wrong about you
I hope I'm not chasing ghosts of who I think you are
I hope I'm not wasting my time
I hope that you don't become exactly what I was afraid of...
Don't turn into him
Don't make his mistake
Please I beg you
I can't do that again
I just can't

Prove me wrong!
I dare you!
And I'm challenging you for all the world to know

Prove.
Me.
Wrong.



Please?

1 step forward

53269805417steps back...

My head is throbbing
And my heart aching...


Will it ever stop?