i feel like

i just walked into the biggest trap of my life..

like seriously

how did i get into this all over again

why would i start a conversation...

oh right

im stupid.

:[

Ee-cow ung ahh-kingg toungue-ing yahhh-mannnn

lol

say that title out loud and you got

Ikaw ang aking tanging yaman

congrats you can now pronounce Tagalog words

lol

:]

that goddamn sonnnggg

still haunts me

i love watching Conan O'Brian

he makes me happy

:]

him and Letterman

are the reasons my summer nights are in anyway funny

hahahaha

school starts in a lil over a week

:]

im kinda excited

lastt yearrr

:]

thats a lot of :]

in this post

hahahahahha

I have new bangs :]

lol.

and now I'm watching All My Children

hahah

i really need to clean my room too

i cant wait til school starts.

i need something better to do with my life.

Holy Crap!

I start my senior year in 3weeks!

can you believe that?!

I cant.

this summer went by sooo fast.

everything is gonna change isnt it?

are you ready?

am i ready?

we'll see.

and you know what else sucks?

Bananas!
Bananas SUCK!
But Rob? Didnt your girlfriend just break up with you?
hey man dont be such an ASS
hey uhh...when you were together were you ever getting any ASS?
no.
well then that
that SUCKS ASS BANANAS!!!!

hahahahaha
omg i love that video!!!
and that band !!!

Writers Block...

Sucks.



[[yes i am amazingly eloquent]]


but seriously...
i have started 2 stories this summer
and i have not even written anything :[

i have sooo many ideas
but as soon as i start writing...
it kinda...
dies.

:[
"this ink is as black as my soul"
hahaha
[[its a poetry club thing. you wouldnt understand]]

My toes are cold...

haha
but then again
in the year and a half
that ive been blogging on this thing
when arent they!?

*sigh*
i need something to do with my life
other than:
+Q :p
+rereading books that ive read countless of times
+sleeping

etc...

but on a lighter note
i finished Breaking Dawn in a little over a day
would have been less if we didnt have all those people here
but oh well
:p

my summers are kinda low key
i dont really hang out with anyone
i mostly stay close to home and with the family
i guess that could have something
[[or everything]]
to do with the fact that i pretty much did/do everything with my family
which is understandable considering my parents are fairly young
and so is the rest of my family
well..
the ones i talk to at least

lol.
in other news
[[cue newscaster voice and cue music]]
my grandmother is here from Honduras and i cant wait to see her!
[[well technically my dad's aunt...but shes more of a grandma then his mother is]]
:D
i love her!!
shes such a sweetheart

and lastweek i spent the night at my dads house
which was pretty chill actually :]

thats pretty much it.

i need...

I need

Peace

I need quiet

I need these people out of my house


I need you here
I need you home


I need you back
Both of you


I need my


Sanctuary
And

More importantly
My sanity