i was just thinking...

it never is 50-50

its always
75-25
60-40

maybe even 99-1

and im always
the 1

always the 1
but never the one

idk
i was reading this book Mercy by Jodi Picoult a few months ago
and thats what it said.

"You know its never fifty fifty...someone falls in love first. someone puts someone else up on a pedestal..."

its kinda sad i know...
but sometimes i wish

maybe ill be the 99
and not the 1

maybe ill be the 100

but for now im still
the 1

and isnt 1 the loneliest number?