Things have been getting kinda heavy these days, trying to figure out which road to take...

There's many decisions to be made

And the only time I feel okay

Is when I'm in your arms...

[ "From the Second I Wake Up" -Valencia]

Once again it has been way too long since my last post.

There is so much I want to say,

but at the same time i dont even know where to begin.

[ Ha ! what else is new? ]

Hmmm.

Where do i begin...

to tell the story of how great a love can be...

uhm... yeahh.

lol.

had a slight moment there

Well,

For starters...

its already Midterm

which is crazyyy

Last day of the semester

is Dec. 17th :)

and we dont go back until Jan 23rd? or something like that.

which is great !

Im finally getting used to things here in the city

The only downside is i hate that every weekend i go home

and every weekend i come back.

meaning that.

i hate having to only be home on the weekends

most of all i hate leaving.

but at the same time its also a relief to have a place for me.

hmm. what else?

I finally spoke to my father last week

and we pretty much

[ after a lot of tears and arguing ]

patched things up.

and we're now working on "open conversations"

so far.

so good.

and there seems to be oneee morreee thinggg ;)

hmmm.

so there's this guy right...

and he's kinda wonderful.

in a silly sort of way.

hahaha.

we've been together for a month and a half

[ 90309 ]

and i feel really awkward saying all of this

why?

idk. maybe because i usually keep these things to myself

but i dont want to right now.

the truth is.

im really happy

and he makes me really happy too.

so i guess thats all that matters right now :)

all in all

my little frozen lake is still holding strong.

and from time to time i fear that it may crack.

but like i said in the last post...

he says something...

and i know everything will be alright.

and so far

everything has been.

so lets take this all

one day at a time :)