[[started on February 1st 2010 at 11:15pm]]
I remember a few months back my best friend had a moment like I did just now of confusion and loss of self and I told her to do exactly what I am about to do.
I am going to make a list about every thing I love about myself.
Not to be conceited but to remind me of who I really am.
So here goes...
(feel free to do the same for you. never feel bad about praising yourself. but in moderation. if you want. in a comment or a post of your own, write down everything you love about yourself. silly or not. Or feel free to stroke my ego and tell me what you love about me :p)
Things I love about myself:
- the fact that when I laugh sometimes I sound like I'm hiccuping, it reminds me of my Lola Bet.
- how cheery I can get around people.
- the way I smile.
- the way my hair falls after I take a shower
- the way I walk fast
- that when I sing I pretend I'm singing in the shower so I don't feel so self-conscious about it
- the fact that I don't give up when I know in my heart what I feel is right.
- when I'm completely hyper
- when I make people smile :]
- that I genuinely care for other people.
- that I'm incredibly insightful
- that I'm incredibly loyal
- when I'm loud
- when I'm quiet
- my contradictions
- my soft hands
- my strong words
- my legs
- my bangs
- my sorta not so button nose :0)
- the way I write (handwriting)
- the way I write (composition)
- how passionate I am about things
- my musical inclinations
- my love for languages
- my levels of understanding for people
- my levels of understanding for certain human behavior
- my analytical mind
- my irrational mind
- the fact that I question the world
- my soft skin
- the color of my soft skin
- the fact that when I step outside in the sun for a short amount of time in the summer I get 5shades darker :p
- the way I swim
- my openness to different religions
- my openness to different cultures
- all three of my birthmarks
- the way my hair smells
- my dark brown eyes
- that i always try to better myself
- that i can admit when I'm wrong
- that I don't get cold easily
- that my hands are always warm
- that my toes are always cold
- that I always try to sleep with a smile on
- that I'm an optimist
- my curves
- the way i can mold my voice to mock anyone's
- my love for things different
- my want to be different
- my open heart
- my open mind
- my consistent heart
- my inconsisent mind
- my locking jaw
- my awkward standing position
- my graceful walk
- my clumsiness
- my desire to change the world
- my desire to help the ones i love
- my selfishness
- my selflessness
- my intuition
- my uncanny way of always finding my own way when im lost (driving)
- my uncanny way of always finding my own way when im lost (life)
- my love for literature
- my love for music
- my love for art
- my determination to finish this post
- my determination to finish anything i dare myself to do
- the fact that i dare myself to do things that i normally would never do
- my love for cooking
- my awkward way of sleeping
- my ability to see things about people others wouldnt
- my ability to read people
- my memory
- my powers of observation
- my lack of attention
- my wild side
- my introverted behavior
- my dry humor
- my interest in seemly odd things
- the way i dance in the middle of the street
- the way i make it a point to howl at every full moon
- the fact that i love to swim but am completely terrified of drowning
- how i love to stand in the rain
- that i appreciate every little gesture
- that i'll fall for a smile :]
- the way i dance
- the way i live
- the way i dream
- the way i am
- my beliefs
- my faith in others
- my faith in the ones I love
- my faith in myself
- my love for others
- my love for my family
- my love for people close to me
- my love for myself
it took me a lot longer to realize these things about myself and it was a lot harder than i thought it would be...but this is only the beginning.
i realize that i do need to find out a lot more about myself but im ready and willing to learn...
some of you may have taught me something
others still continue to teach
and most of you have no idea how much you have to give.
think about this:
If you were put in my life, even if only for a second...
you have changed it.
i strongly believe this.
so take that with you.
accept that you have changed at least one person's life
and start that ripple
throw a stone into a river and create rings
create waves
and monsoons.
thank you for reading this
thank you for caring enough
thank you for being a ripple into the ocean that is my life...
iloveyou.
have a wonderful day :]<3