Wednesday, June 20, 2007

hmmm. something to think about

okay so i have just discovered the wonderful world of...
PODCASTS!

lol srsly
like i downloaded them from the itunes store
but like theyre free and wut not
lol and its weird cuz like

okay ever watch one tree hill? like the tv show
well i love it
and theres this character named Peyton Sawyer
and shes really like awesome
or at least the portrayed character
you know what i mean?
and she has like a Podcast
that she does on most of the episodes
that you can download onto your ipod
and ive kinda downloaded all the ones that are audio
and theyre amazing

im not sure if its a script or if that how she really is
(hillarie burton the actress who plays peyton i mean)
but its so insightful
and like really good.

bahhh i dont know
thats weird right?
like listening to that stuff
but its really good and i really like listening to it
so yeah.
thought id share that with you

maybe i should create a podcast?
but then...how?
and would that be better than writing?
well of course not
cuz writing is safer.
it feels safer
at least to me
and it sometimes feels like im in some trance

where i can write down exactly how i feel
without being afraid to censor myself
or like make sure that what ever i say doesnt hurt anyone
it makes me feel free
in an odd sense
it probably doesnt make any sense to you
but it does to me
and isnt that why i write

haha why the hell did i just ask you that
how would you know why i write or not
you dont
so there!

uhm
what?!
i dunno im confusing myself

baaahhhhh
okay. so yeah


hooray for watching one tree hill online
^_^
hold on kay?

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